LISTenING to GoD'S vOIcE

Went for Academic advising today, and realised that i forgot to register for my graduation this year. Lol! ( i know what u r thinkin, so typical of her) amidst all the buziness, It just slipped pass my mind. It's not that i m very busy wit studies and so on, but i guess i cunt sit still. I think at this point of my life, God is asking me to BE STILL, not anywhere but in HIS presence.

In the mission trip and even after coming back to singpore, the song "BE STILL" has been comin my way, way too often...

AND today at the ACADEMIC advising, Paul David was kinda advising me to listen to GOD's plan for me, n follow my heart.. but that in following my heart, let God lead me. Cos at times, we might get carried away by the things of this world and all the so called GOOD offers of this world... ya....

ya,, also recollecting y'day at DG, Chris was sharing to me on how i shud let God handle my dreams and desires, instead of doing everything MYself and in MY own strength! Amen.... I really needed that... its like a slap on my face, but it was a gud slap!!!! AMEN!!!

And reflecting back, this week i have missed my quiet time like 5 times in a row.... GOD help me, to b more discipline, n to luk at my quiet time as a norm n not something that i have to put an effort to,.... I want to be more like Christ!

Following Christ is something like the Forest adventure. (went with Ruth and Roman last thrusday) Even tho the obstacles might be quite difficult n scary to do, if you trust ur harness, u wunt b too scared or troubled cos you know that u r secure.... I trust you God!!! Jus help me to realise that...

MIssION TrIP

Frankly speaking, I think this mission trip was very enriching and alot of impact on me.

A Miracle that i never expected came to life. I experience first-hand (not as the recipient but the one performing) how we, as christians have the authority to heal. After the altar call, I went up and prayed for some of the many people, and amongst them stood a lady; without having a second thought I asked her what she wanted to be prayed for.

A soft whisper such as "please pray for the pain in my abdomen" sent a rush of "stress-thrill" through my spine. I was so scared, my heart started pounding. Fine, i will pray for her, but would she be healed??? Many other thoughts ran through my head. But I asked God for help and earnestly sought for His power to manifest through me.

Later, while we were having Lunch, she came up to me and told me that she was completely healed. I could not believe it. there was not a stinch of pain in her abdomen. hallelujah!!!! I prayed with her for a second time, this time thanking God for all that He has done.

Growth... I could sense the victory over my impatience. It has been a long time I struggled with my short temperedness, my siblings would call me short fuse. I would, in the past, continually ask God to help me over this and make me more patient.

But this time round, i realised that I hardly get angry. I was able to maintian my poise in the midst of all the stress. I could see how God was preparing me for His Work.

Children, I love Kids!!!! My passion for having a kid grew even more after seeing all the kids that we worked with in the Mission trip. Various kids, like from the villages, slums, ex-cannibals.... they r all just adorable. I wish i had the money to adopt some of them... Oh!! ya i nearly become a mother, One of the motherh there asked me to adopt her child (very adorable baby) but clearly I m a kid myself and in no position to raise a kid.

Well, sometimes i picture myself as a mother, and i realise that I would definitely spoil my kids. those who know me very well will agree wit me...

shopping..... wow!!! shopping in phillipines is a treat!!! Everything is super cheap but mind you, the things r of good quality... so same quality wit a cheaper price not bad ryt???

I bought quite a few things.... 5 tops, 3 tees for my siblings, 2 bags, 1 shoe, a short (cos i needed it desperatly there, forgot to pack my shorts lol) a few accessories... mmmmmmm.......... about that.... oh let me tell you, GOldilocks ROCKS!!!!!!!