SWEET MEMORIES....

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Akum darling - my first love

I've always been the type of girl who loves the "idea" of being in love; but is over-the-top scared of really being in love. So i've always hardened my heart. Limiting the feelings to "like"; making absolutely certain that it doesn't go to "love". Cause I've heard of stories where Love hurts and Love betrays and Loves kills you and shatters you to pieces. yeah........

But ever since I met this lovely person, my mind, my brain could not longer control my heart. Never intented to. Never knew. Never even thought of it. But Yes it did. And I thank God for him - the sweetest soul I've ever known. The best of the best. Always making me feel loved.

At this moment, I'm really upset and disappointed in myself. At my stupidity. It was just this one fleeting moment. I've always trusted him, and I've always been very confident of our relationship. But this one second. One destestable moment where I felt insecure. Scared that I'd loose him.

Now I stand here, in this dark tunnel. Hoping I see the ray of light soon. Very soon.

Love only knows. This song strengthen me, when I lost all hope. Baby, only time will tell of the strength of our love. I'm confident of our love. Though it might be late. Hope you can look past this folly of mine.

Love only knows - Josh Groban

"I've tried to hold this back so long
And we're always such a good thing when it's gone
Would it be alright if we just left our heads tonight

Take me away from this old game
Of saying we're both too much the same
Would it be alright if I just stayed with you tonight
And before I go, will I ever see you again

She said love only knows
Love only knows if we'll give into fear and choose life undercover
She said love only knows if it's special enough that we'll choose one another
Choose each other

You were the secret I loved keep
The name I would only sing in my sleep
Would it be alright if we just lose ourselves tonight
And if you let go, will you reach out again

She said love only knows
Love only knows if we'll give into fear and choose life undercover
She said love only knows it's special enough that we'll choose one another
We'll choose each other
And I can't breath with out you and I don't, and I can't live without love and I won't... and I won't

Love only knows if we'll give into fear and choose life undercover
She said love only knows if it's special enough that we'll choose one another
Oh, love only knows how your arms pull me in like the tide pulls me under
She said love only knows just how long we can run before we lose each other

And we need each other
And I can't live without you and I won't"